Its a good thing its almost thanksgiving. Rarely do I get homesick but lately I’ve found myself desperately wishing to be home, eating all my parents’ food and petting my cat. I haven’t been home since May, and all of the stress lately has just been eating away at me. I had a panic attack tonight after being in the darkroom for 9 1/2 hours and only getting two decent printed photos out of it. I haven’t had a panic attack in almost three years. I’ve realized to do my best work, I need a lot of down time. Time isn’t something I’ve had superfluous amounts of this semester and all my work has really been suffering, at least in photography, because of it. I have three massive projects due the week after Thanksgiving and I’m having to consider cutting the amount of time I spend with my family short just to work on them.
But I realize I do a lot of whining on this blog, so here’s some good news. My part of the project I’m doing in my typography class (the deck of cards) is getting good reviews from my teacher and its going to go to press (we really and truly are getting a REAL deck of cards made) this Tuesday.
I’m doing production photos for Carter’s play soon (when I find time away from bitching and moaning about everything else I’m doing). “Taken” opens December 3 at Texas State, so anyone in the surround Austin/San Antonio/San Marcos area should see it! I’m so proud of my friend being one of the only undergraduates to get a play produced this year, and not ONLY that but its also going to be a COMMON EXPERIENCE. Which means that all freshmen are supposed to see it. Its nice to see someone getting the credit that they deserve sometimes.